In: discipleship
29 Sep 2008I’ve been working at this new job for five months now. I’ve got a good job fit, and a great team and leaders to work with. I’ve been given real opportunities for meaningful ministry, and freedom to develop ministry. I’m not micromanaged, nor am I being driven by my leaders to produce results on a racing schedule.
But I’ve been driving myself pretty hard. I didn’t realize it till this past week. I’ve been working 6 days a week, long days, and then my Saturdays have been filled trying to continue the task of settling my family into a new home and life.
My tank has been empty while I tried to generate more work. I think its the internal drive that kicks in when you have a new job. You want to do a great job, to get up to the same speed as everyone else on the team who have been there for years. Only, gunning the engine without fuel can empty you even further.
Friday I finally took a break to Sabbath. I spent some time at Barnes and Noble, picked up a copy of Chuck Colson’s “The Faith”, and worked on my bike. Friday evening I took my wife out for Peruvian food and we hung out at one of our favorite coffee houses. Saturday I spent time with my family watching movies, doing some shopping.
Its amazing how breaking for just a few hours can recharge you emotionally and spiritually. I know that intellectually, but forget it in practice. I’m committed to re-engaging in a Sabbath, because it is a recommitment of obedience to the Creator.
By the seventh day God had finished the work he had been doing; so on the seventh day he rested from all his work. And God blessed the seventh day and made it holy, because on it he rested from all the work of creating that he had done. Genesis 2:2-3
“Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy. Six days you shall labor and do all your work, but the seventh day is a Sabbath to the LORD your God. On it you shall not do any work, neither you, nor your son or daughter, nor your manservant or maidservant, nor your animals, nor the alien within your gates. For in six days the LORD made the heavens and the earth, the sea, and all that is in them, but he rested on the seventh day. Therefore the LORD blessed the Sabbath day and made it holy. Exodus 20:8-11
Jewish author Abraham Joshua Heschel said it this way:
“In the tempestuous ocean of time and toil, there are islands of stillness where man may enter a harbor and reclaim his dignity. The island of the seventh day, the Sabbath, is a day of detachment from things, instruments and practical affairs, as well as of attachment to the spirit.”
For Ezra had set his heart to study the law of the LORD and to practice it, and to teach His statutes and ordinances in Israel
3 Responses to Sabbath harbor.
Ellis Prince
September 29th, 2008 at 1:44 pm
Matt,
Thanks for sharing your personal journey. How do you plan on fighting this on a weekly basis?
I too like to move at 150 mph. Even on days that I attempt to stop… I can’t shut it down. I take myself too seriously at times.
Maybe, your journey will teach me a few things.
Grace and Peace.
willmington
September 29th, 2008 at 2:54 pm
i don’t know ;]
i think i have to re-adjust my target to God’s leadership of my work. i have been more focused on my productivity, pleasing my leaders, gaining the acceptance of this “new” congregation. I know God will be faithful to tell me what is on the agenda each day.
What did Jim Rayburn’s wife tell him? “We have a Savior - its not you! He has been the Savior of the world for 2000 years. He does his job fine without you having to do it for Him!”
Rodney Hunt
September 29th, 2008 at 8:35 pm
I love my sabbath time as well and my body and mind let me know when i violate this principle. Going to fish this wed with a good friend to sabbath myself. I am naturalist too, so i tend to unwind and connect with God best outdoors.
Glad you got some down time - keep it up! Miss you bro.